- *Wakes up in the middle of the night*
- Me: Please don't be 6am
- Me: MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS TO ME!
- *Shoves face back into pillow*
Omg i was buying some shirts at forever 21 and the cashier was like arent u tumblr famous or something lmao i stayed quiet for like 5 seconds and i was like not really omg and she was like yah i follow u on instagram
I know that I let my sadness consume all the good parts that was left of me and I know I’m not the person you fell in love with. I know that. I just didn’t expect you to see me like this and cringe. I didn’t expect you to feel the hurt I had coming off of me in waves and scream. I didn’t expect you to look at me like I wasn’t there, with slumped shoulders and hollow eyes. And I tried everything to get a rise out of you so I could tell myself that even though I was getting bad again at least I had you. But you just sat there while I yelled and you replied with so much venom that I felt like it physically hurt to listen. So I looked at you and I felt my throat close up and my lips tremble when I said we couldn’t be friends anymore and I waited for you to fight for us but you just sighed and said okay. And then I started crying so hard I felt my ribs crack but all you did was slam the door as you walked out. And its been weeks but it still fucking stings.
— To you. (via unlively)